3:58 PM RANT

Its pretty annoying, immature and quite ridiculous to get these hate mail, comments, and phone calls every since I posted pictures on the internet of a boy and I. I got called a slut from some pussy who couldn't even list their name, was told that I need to date a man and not bring "boys" around my kid from someone who has never met him, was told I was dating another Jason from someone who has never met him..

I'm not a slut, I am not stupid either, and I am a damn good mother and there is no way in hell id date another Jason so if you have a problem with that I don't care nor do I want to hear it..

If you aren't able to be happy that I am happy then don't stalk me on the internet, don't talk to me, don't call an harass me about it because quite frankly I don't care what you have to say.......

I am happy, get over it.

When at first I learned to speak, I used all my words to fight. With him and her and you and me, oh it's just a waste of time.. Oh it's such a waste time.

6:35PM

Load the car and write the note. Grab your bag and grab your coat, tell the ones that need to know, we are headed north.

All one foot in and one foot back, but it don't pay to live like that- So i cut the ties and I jumped the tracks, for never to return.

Oh brooklyn brooklyn take me in. Are you aware the shape I'm in?-My hands they shake, my head it spins. Oh brooklyn brooklyn take me in.

When at first I learned to speak, I used all my words to fight. With him and her and you and me, oh it's just a waste of time.. Oh it's such a waste time.

That woman she's got eyes that shine, like a pair of stolen polished dimes, she asked to dance, i said it's fine, ill see you in the morning time.

Oh brooklyn brooklyn take me in. Are you aware the shape I'm in?-My hands they shake, my head it spins. Oh brooklyn brooklyn take me in.

Three worlds that became hard to say...I & Love & you.

What you were then... I am today, look at the things I do.

Oh brooklyn brooklyn take me in. Are you aware the shape I'm in?-My hands they shake, my head it spins. Oh brooklyn brooklyn take me in.

Dumbed down and numbed by time and age, your dreams to catch- this world a cage, the highways set the traveler's stage, all exits look the same.

Three worlds that became hard to say...I & Love & you.

I & Love & you.

I & Love & you.

6:10 PM

I was at this show, this is one of there new songs and favorite of the night...and I soooo can''t wait for the new album..

Will you love me still

I keep tellin’ myself that it’ll be fine

You can’t make everybody happy all of the time

I find myself in a place that I never been

A place that I thought that I could never be

There’s people looking back at me....

With paranoia on my heels; Will you love me still

when we awake and see that the sanity has gone from my eyes?

5:01PM

For just one chance to find
Love was someone that you loved to find
For just the sense to try
To walk ahead and leave the pain behind
If the days aren’t easy and the nights are rough
When they ask you what you’re thinking of
Say love, say for me love
Say love, say for me love

Your heart says not again
What kind of mess have you got me in
But when the feelings there
It can lift you up and take you anywhere
But the gravel beneath you and the limbs above
If anybody asks you where your coming from
Say love, say for me love
Say love, say for me love

Say yes we live uncertainty
And disappointments have to be
And everyday we might be facing more
And yes we live in desperate times
But fading words and shaking rhymes
There’s only one thing here worth hoping for
With Lucifer beneath you and God above
If either one of them asks you what your living of
Say love, say for me love
Say love, say for me love
Say love, say for me love
Say love, say for me love
Say love, say for me love

Say love, say for me love.

Thanksgiving Part 3

Number 3: I am thankful for all opportunities that have came my way. I am thankful to my mom for helping me pursue things that were out of my reach with out her help.

And I've known others
And I've loved others too
But I loved them cause they were stepping stones
On a staircase to you 

(whoever you are, maybe someday I will find you)

Number 4: I am thankful for heartbreaks. With out them I wouldn't be who I am today.

Thanksgiving

Tis the holiday to be thankful. Now to Thanksgiving I will be posting things I am thankful for. Somewhat cheesy, I know.... But this brings me to #1.

Always remember, there is nothing worth sharing
Like the love that let us share our name

Number 1: My family, My son, My life

Family Need Not Be Blood

Number 2: My friends

More to come..

The Ballad of Love and Hate

Love has been waiting patient and kind.
Just wanting a phone call or some kind of sign.
That the one that she cares for who’s out of his mind
Will make it back safe to her arms.

Hate stumbles forward and leans in the door.
Weary head hung down, eyes to the floor
He says, “Love I’m sorry” and she says, “What for?”
“I’m yours and that’s it, whatever”
“I should not have been gone for so long”
“I’m yours and that’s it, forever”
“Your mine and that’s it, forever”

Your mine and that’s it, forever.